The "Fuck my life" thread

[at0m]

[quote author=Luinbariel link=topic=3709.msg166809#msg166809 date=1280437259]
[quote author=dagrett link=topic=3709.msg166808#msg166808 date=1280437169]
okay well i agree with that i bitch alot

touche didzo, touche

I thought that said "touche dildo"

I laughed.
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I saw "douche didzo, douche"
[/quote]i saw 'touch dildo douche' and got really confused

[PyroZombie]

Man I sure hate that Didzo guy, always raging and yelling at people. What a loser.

[Luinbariel]

[quote author=Nitrous Oxide link=topic=3709.msg166802#msg166802 date=1280436385]
Man I sure hate that Didzo guy, always raging and yelling at people. What a loser.

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Hey. Shut up now, the joke is over and we should really stop wrecking the FML thread. K?

[Coppanuva]

[quote author=PyroZombie link=topic=3709.msg166828#msg166828 date=1280457458]
[quote author=Nitrous Oxide link=topic=3709.msg166802#msg166802 date=1280436385]
Man I sure hate that Didzo guy, always raging and yelling at people. What a loser.

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Hey. Shut up now, the joke is over and we should really stop wrecking the FML thread. K?
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Today I came into my favourite thread and it was ruined.

[Black Aspen]

[quote author=Hobospartan link=topic=3709.msg166706#msg166706 date=1280382816]
[quote author=Black Aspen link=topic=3709.msg166704#msg166704 date=1280380901]
Killed a PC at DnD tonight, and now the party won't stop bitching (Especially one guy, who is new to DnD, is partly responsible for the character's death, and hasn't witnessed a PC dying before).  Ugh.  Nerd whining.

You must provide additional details.
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Nothing too entertaining, just poor form on the group's part.  2 of them decided to break rule #1, and split the group.  They knew there was danger ahead, in a room at the end of a pitch-black hallway.  Monk and Cleric (level 1) went off on their own, with an ever-burning torch, to sneak up and scout.  Neither are proficient at stealth, and they're carrying a torch in the dark...  They failed their saves, and were noticed by a hobgoblin and a guard drake.  Hobgoblin hits the monk with a flail, drake gets a second hit on the monk, knocking him unconscious.  The cleric, who is standing next to the unconscious monk, decides not to heal him that round.  On the hobgoblin's turn, he cracks the helpess monk's head open against the wall, killing him.  Cleric and party are shocked for some reason?  Cleric was arguing with me for over an hour later about how the hobgoblin shouldn't have attacked an unconscious enemy.  Bitch, bitch, bitch.  Still only the 2nd character I've ever killed as a DM/GM.

[at0m]

Let's bring this shit back down to earth. Next week I'm burning a week of vacation, of which I only get 2, to go home to Chicago to spend time fixing up my parents house because my dad's got cancer that's spread to his lungs, liver, and brain. It doesn't respond to Chemo, and hasn't responded to the two other medications they've tried to put him on, so my parents managed to get him into an experimental program for a third drug. Oh, and we won't know if the Gamma Knife surgery done to his brain actually worked for another month or so when he goes in for another MRI. FML.

[A. Crow]

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

That is all.

[PyroZombie]

[quote author=PyroZombie link=topic=3709.msg166828#msg166828 date=1280457458]
[quote author=Nitrous Oxide link=topic=3709.msg166802#msg166802 date=1280436385]
Man I sure hate that Didzo guy, always raging and yelling at people. What a loser.

[/quote]

Hey. Shut up now, the joke is over and we should really stop wrecking the FML thread. K?
[/quote]Fine. Back to the point then:

I can't think straight anymore. My head has this one recurring thought, a thought that I've lived with for about two years now. I can't trust my family for help. I never have any time to talk to my close friends about stupid shit, let alone serious shit, so I use the time I have with them to shoot the shit. My best friend, for reasons I don't think he wants me spreading, is unavailable for possibly months more. I'm thinking about therapy, but there are 3 things stopping me, the price, the location, and the fact that I don't want to be fed pills with ridiculous side-effects like "voices in head now sing soprano" or "heightened chance of suicide" . What should I do?

[Hobospartan]

Let's bring this shit back down to earth. Next week I'm burning a week of vacation, of which I only get 2, to go home to Chicago to spend time fixing up my parents house because my dad's got cancer that's spread to his lungs, liver, and brain. It doesn't respond to Chemo, and hasn't responded to the two other medications they've tried to put him on, so my parents managed to get him into an experimental program for a third drug. Oh, and we won't know if the Gamma Knife surgery done to his brain actually worked for another month or so when he goes in for another MRI. FML.

[Versus]

Let's bring this shit back down to earth. Next week I'm burning a week of vacation, of which I only get 2, to go home to Chicago to spend time fixing up my parents house because my dad's got cancer that's spread to his lungs, liver, and brain. It doesn't respond to Chemo, and hasn't responded to the two other medications they've tried to put him on, so my parents managed to get him into an experimental program for a third drug. Oh, and we won't know if the Gamma Knife surgery done to his brain actually worked for another month or so when he goes in for another MRI. FML.

wow that sucks

[Didzo]

[quote author=Luinbariel link=topic=3709.msg166833#msg166833 date=1280459373]
[quote author=PyroZombie link=topic=3709.msg166828#msg166828 date=1280457458]
[quote author=Nitrous Oxide link=topic=3709.msg166802#msg166802 date=1280436385]
Man I sure hate that Didzo guy, always raging and yelling at people. What a loser.

[/quote]

Hey. Shut up now, the joke is over and we should really stop wrecking the FML thread. K?
[/quote]Fine. Back to the point then:

I can't think straight anymore. My head has this one recurring thought, a thought that I've lived with for about two years now. I can't trust my family for help. I never have any time to talk to my close friends about stupid shit, let alone serious shit, so I use the time I have with them to shoot the shit. My best friend, for reasons I don't think he wants me spreading, is unavailable for possibly months more. I'm thinking about therapy, but there are 3 things stopping me, the price, the location, and the fact that I don't want to be fed pills with ridiculous side-effects like "voices in head now sing soprano" or "heightened chance of suicide" . What should I do?
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That depends what the recurring thought is. Keep in mind that a psychologist, social worker, or therapist cannot prescribe meds, while a psychiatrist can. 

[Luinbariel]

Aw jesus Evan, I'm really sorry to hear that.



Second, Pyrozombie, you will not be "fed" pills. They are not going to just shove them down your throat without your consent, ESPECIALLY not if you are a minor.

There may also be counselling services in your area for free. Ask around and look around. I know there are where I am. Just do some looking around and you might turn up something useful.

[Geoff]

shucks atom,

[A. Crow]

What kind of a girl doesn't Like SciFi or Fantasy movies?????

[PyroZombie]

[quote author=PyroZombie link=topic=3709.msg166885#msg166885 date=1280476040]
[quote author=Luinbariel link=topic=3709.msg166833#msg166833 date=1280459373]
[quote author=PyroZombie link=topic=3709.msg166828#msg166828 date=1280457458]
[quote author=Nitrous Oxide link=topic=3709.msg166802#msg166802 date=1280436385]
Man I sure hate that Didzo guy, always raging and yelling at people. What a loser.

[/quote]

Hey. Shut up now, the joke is over and we should really stop wrecking the FML thread. K?
[/quote]Fine. Back to the point then:

I can't think straight anymore. My head has this one recurring thought, a thought that I've lived with for about two years now. I can't trust my family for help. I never have any time to talk to my close friends about stupid shit, let alone serious shit, so I use the time I have with them to shoot the shit. My best friend, for reasons I don't think he wants me spreading, is unavailable for possibly months more. I'm thinking about therapy, but there are 3 things stopping me, the price, the location, and the fact that I don't want to be fed pills with ridiculous side-effects like "voices in head now sing soprano" or "heightened chance of suicide" . What should I do?
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That depends what the recurring thought is. Keep in mind that a psychologist, social worker, or therapist cannot prescribe meds, while a psychiatrist can. 

[/quote]The recurring thought is an event that took place 2 years ago, when I graduated. All morning I was happy, happy that I was finally getting rid of all these idiots, assholes, jerkoffs, and people who were combinations of all three. I finally got my freedom, but there was one piece of unresolved business, one that couldn't be left to the winds of change. When I approached the subject, It forced me to make a decision. One decision would allow the other person effected to live blissfully unaware while I would be left the why I am. The other decision, tell the truth and possibly put someone in a miserable state. I've been bred to do the right thing all my life, instead of the things that satisfy my own gain, so I chose the best for said person.

Now I'm stuck questioning my own ideas, my own judgements, even my own reasoning and motives. A philosphophical perdition to which I wish to no one.

I think about it everyday and I have to distract myself with music and conversation to keep my mind from it, but it gets less and less effective. I've come to three places with this problem, none of them had answers, and with my luck, this place will be no different.

Second, Pyrozombie, you will not be "fed" pills. They are not going to just shove them down your throat without your consent, ESPECIALLY not if you are a minor.

There may also be counselling services in your area for free. Ask around and look around. I know there are where I am. Just do some looking around and you might turn up something useful.

I've taken a look while playing with you actually, The closest place is ten miles, convincing me that my town is the biggest fucking waste of space in the entire upper east.

[at0m]

Then resolve your business.

[Luinbariel]

Yes.

Resolve your business.

If it's ten miles away then find a way to get there. There is only going to be room for excuse for so long, but in the mean time you're letting yourself suffer. I'm not saying it's EASY to get there, but find a way or you're just going to be running in the same circle with no one else to blame. Maybe they started it, but you can finish it.

[copulatingduck]

10 miles, jesus dude that's not that far. You could do that on a bicycle if you simply can't drive, or even walk if you start before dawn. Idk, maybe it's juts because I'm from Texas, but I don't consider something out of reach until it's at least 25 miles away by bike, and nothing is too far if you go by car. Best of luck getting your stuff sorted out

[at0m]

My point was more along the lines of: it's not your job to determine what is or isn't best for another person. From your description, you were planning on severing ties with this person whatever your decision was. Instead of letting it continue to eat at you, let it out. Talk to a counselor, or just talk to the person and say your piece. There's nothing worse than wasting time suffering needlessly - it's not heroic, no matter what the movies/anime/novels tell you. You're not required to be the tragic hero, suffering endlessly for the betterment of mankind. That's a load of bullshit, there's always a simpler way to handle things that won't leave your brain eating itself from the inside out. It's just not always readily apparent, or easy (in the short term).

[Luinbariel]

My point was more along the lines of: it's not your job to determine what is or isn't best for another person. From your description, you were planning on severing ties with this person whatever your decision was. Instead of letting it continue to eat at you, let it out. Talk to a counselor, or just talk to the person and say your piece. There's nothing worse than wasting time suffering needlessly - it's not heroic, no matter what the movies/anime/novels tell you. You're not required to be the tragic hero, suffering endlessly for the betterment of mankind. That's a load of bullshit, there's always a simpler way to handle things that won't leave your brain eating itself from the inside out. It's just not always readily apparent, or easy (in the short term).

This exactly.