copulatingduck Following in Gordon's Footsteps Posts: 7,518 Joined: Apr 2008 |
03-13-2012, 05:45 PM
(03-13-2012, 06:50 AM)at0m link Wrote: [quote author=Duck link=topic=3709.msg240892#msg240892 date=1331625560]Did you tell her the reason was for said dead family member's estate? I had that happen to me last year, but it was in a much, much earlier stage. [/quote] Didn't wanna be a downer, so not until it was apparently too late. :S Ripped like paper raped with ease hey scrub nerd pyros suck on these |
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zaneyard Made with Whole Gainz (tm) Posts: 6,930 Joined: Jun 2008 |
03-13-2012, 06:21 PM
Sorry duck. If it makes you feel any better I lift weights and shit and I'm still single.
(04-09-2013, 11:24 PM)Dr. Zaius link Wrote:well i'm not really understanding how it's faster internet. and like google just magically rolls outs this stuff and it's 100 times faster than my internet? why? that doesn't set off any alarms to anyone? (11-07-2012, 11:15 PM)at0m link Wrote:I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE OVERINDULGED ON RUM AND COKES AT OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE |
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Live-Free-Or-Pie 2 Beers Is All I Need Posts: 791 Joined: Mar 2009 |
03-14-2012, 03:07 PM
DOWNER ALERT -- HERE COMES THE PAIN -- READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
I am in New Hampshire now and it looks like ill be staying for a longer term right now. Unfortunately, my father is still here mentally but he took a massive physical decline as I was putting the plans into place. His speech is adequate. He cannot get out of bed or do anything unassisted right now. I have said my peace, so if he dies right now I and he have no regrets. No video and no audio, i know he dosen't want to be remembered like this. We just did the will today and he couldn't make the signature unassisted. I fucking broke down when I saw that. I hate seeing him like this. He always did so much to help other people and he's visibly frustrated because he can't even meet his own needs. After 6 years of DC/MD... The empty geography of my neck of the woods in MA/NH has always symbolized loneliness for me when I was outcast in high school, that and the pain from this current situation are giving me a physical revulsion from being in NH. (so don't be surprised if I shorten my screen name in the near future ). I also fucking hate nursing homes, my first traumatic brush with a dying relative involved a lot of time at one and I just cant stand them. (The people who work in them are stronger than me) He is suffering and we're suffering right now. I wish he could stop suffering right now. We're going to try to get him home for the end. the shittiest part is that we don't know when... Doctors give him three weeks but they don't know undetermined. Ugh. Fuck this place and fuck my situation right now. |
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at0m Official Con Soccer Mom Posts: 7,800 Joined: Jun 2008 |
03-14-2012, 03:22 PM
I wish I didn't, but I know exactly how you're feeling right now.
Much <3. "If you want to be a Double E, bend over and grab your knees...." "Atom is Sexy!" <-- Donate your own pic to the cause! Victory needs no explanation. Defeat allows none. -Sun Tzu |
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03-14-2012, 04:27 PM
(03-14-2012, 03:22 PM)at0m link Wrote: I wish I didn't, but I know exactly how you're feeling right now. |
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Versus My fursona is a blops attack dog Posts: 10,103 Joined: Mar 2008 |
03-14-2012, 04:31 PM
well, i don't really know how that feels, but
(03-14-2012, 04:27 PM)rumsfald link Wrote: [quote author=at0m link=topic=3709.msg241032#msg241032 date=1331756537][/quote] |
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matter11 BRB, Posting Posts: 1,968 Joined: Jan 2011 |
03-14-2012, 05:16 PM
my thoughts are with you pie.
maybe playing his favorite music or reading from his favorite book to him would help everyone relax a bit. |
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TOH BRB, Posting Posts: 634 Joined: Jul 2010 |
03-14-2012, 05:38 PM
(03-14-2012, 04:31 PM)versus link Wrote: [quote author=rumsfald link=topic=3709.msg241038#msg241038 date=1331760462][/quote] [/quote] Thoughts and prayers are with you, Pie. |
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Didzo Uninstalling Posts: 5,206 Joined: Dec 2009 |
03-14-2012, 07:09 PM
My thoughts are with you and your family.
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CaffeinePowered Mad Hatter Posts: 12,998 Joined: Mar 2008 |
03-14-2012, 07:56 PM
(03-14-2012, 04:31 PM)versus link Wrote: well, i don't really know how that feels, but[/quote] [/quote] This ^ I hope you got that recording done, if not get it done quickly while he is still cognitive. Use an audio recorder if you can't do video at this point. Â Sig by Joel |
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[SiN] Merc BRB, Posting Posts: 2,304 Joined: Aug 2010 |
03-14-2012, 08:35 PM
(03-14-2012, 04:27 PM)rumsfald link Wrote: [quote author=at0m link=topic=3709.msg241032#msg241032 date=1331756537][/quote] HULKMANIA'S RUNNIN' WILD, BROTHER! |
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A. Crow Surprise Whopper Posts: 4,091 Joined: May 2008 |
03-14-2012, 09:50 PM
(03-14-2012, 04:27 PM)rumsfald link Wrote: [quote author=at0m link=topic=3709.msg241032#msg241032 date=1331756537][/quote] |
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Vongore The Chilean God of Lightning Posts: 3,371 Joined: Jul 2008 |
03-14-2012, 09:52 PM
(03-14-2012, 04:31 PM)versus link Wrote: well, i don't really know how that feels, but[/quote] [/quote] |
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Chief BRB, Posting Posts: 2,216 Joined: Jul 2008 |
03-14-2012, 10:11 PM
(03-14-2012, 09:52 PM)Vongore link Wrote: [quote author=versus link=topic=3709.msg241039#msg241039 date=1331760707][/quote] [/quote] [/quote] |
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ThunderStain Lurker Posts: 395 Joined: Oct 2008 |
03-15-2012, 01:45 AM
Sorry to hear about what your going through pie. I had a grandmother pass from multiple brain tumours and the last few years of her life she was for the most part a vegetable. I was a child but never really understood death/ the weight of the situation at the time and it sucks only knowing what she was like from my dad or pictures.
Tonight I was watching hockey with the only friend I have left in town and a wave of depression hit me so hard I had to leave and I feel. Like shit. I cant sleep. I chugged a bunch of beers and drank half a bottle of booze im trying to get to sleep but my sleep schedule is fucked and I cant feel it. I feel like an asshole posting and feeling like shit after reading what pie is going through but this is the most depressed ive ever felt sober and I honestly dont know what to do. if you want to kill yourself get a dog. it is impossible to let down a dog. |
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Vlambo BRB, Posting Posts: 1,175 Joined: Nov 2008 |
03-15-2012, 10:14 AM
Wait, Thundee, you back in Lab City?
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ThunderStain Lurker Posts: 395 Joined: Oct 2008 |
03-15-2012, 12:02 PM
(03-15-2012, 10:14 AM)Vlambo link Wrote: Wait, Thundee, you back in Lab City? Yeah I stayed home after xmas cause I hated engineering haha. Im on the waiting list for the para-medicine programs in st johns and halifax just waiting to see which one opens up first. if you want to kill yourself get a dog. it is impossible to let down a dog. |
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Vlambo BRB, Posting Posts: 1,175 Joined: Nov 2008 |
03-15-2012, 01:30 PM
(03-15-2012, 12:02 PM)ThunderStain link Wrote: [quote author=Vlambo link=topic=3709.msg241112#msg241112 date=1331824468] Yeah I stayed home after xmas cause I hated engineering haha. Im on the waiting list for the para-medicine programs in st johns and halifax just waiting to see which one opens up first. [/quote] Ah cool. Makes sense. |
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Live-Free-Or-Pie 2 Beers Is All I Need Posts: 791 Joined: Mar 2009 |
03-15-2012, 04:29 PM
(03-15-2012, 01:45 AM)ThunderStain link Wrote: I feel like an asshole posting and feeling like shit after reading what pie is going through.... Thunderstain, Your fml post belongs in this thread with mine, depression hurts, don't bottle anything up b/c of me. Get it out and feel better. |
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zaneyard Made with Whole Gainz (tm) Posts: 6,930 Joined: Jun 2008 |
03-15-2012, 07:38 PM
i don't think drinking is a good idea when you're depressed just sayin
(04-09-2013, 11:24 PM)Dr. Zaius link Wrote:well i'm not really understanding how it's faster internet. and like google just magically rolls outs this stuff and it's 100 times faster than my internet? why? that doesn't set off any alarms to anyone? (11-07-2012, 11:15 PM)at0m link Wrote:I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE OVERINDULGED ON RUM AND COKES AT OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE |
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