Be Right Back, Uninstalling

aw yeah

got a new gig at the home depot, starting on sunday

thanks for reminding me to do my fafsa for this schoolyear, zane

So for some reason I've been having like normal feelings for the past 3 weeks like excitement and happiness. I'm not really sure what happened but this is fucking awesome. I've been absolutely ecstatic to be alive every day even if work is boring or shitty or whatever. Also, (I think this is a result of my mood improvement, as much as that makes any sense) my face has completely cleared of new acne for the last couple weeks. I got one zit a couple days ago but it's healing a lot faster than my acne used to.

Seriously, it feels like this is what life should be like. Does depression just 'go away' one day? There had to have been something wrong with me on the inside; I refuse to believe that I've been able to force myself into happiness by just looking at everything positively.

I feel like I'm stepping into a new person. Previously, I've been kinda stuck up in a way, I never really acted stuck up to other people, but I feel like it prevented me from enjoying other peoples' company a lot. Now I've been absolutely enjoying everything. It's like I had a near death experience, but I didn't.

Can hormonal changes do something like this? Literally the only thing that correlated with this change was that all my acne pretty much just cleared up on its own. No lifestyle changes, nothing.

(07-24-2014, 03:05 PM)zaneyard link Wrote: [ -> ]So for some reason I've been having like normal feelings for the past 3 weeks like excitement and happiness. I'm not really sure what happened but this is fucking awesome. I've been absolutely ecstatic to be alive every day even if work is boring or shitty or whatever. Also, (I think this is a result of my mood improvement, as much as that makes any sense) my face has completely cleared of new acne for the last couple weeks. I got one zit a couple days ago but it's healing a lot faster than my acne used to.

Seriously, it feels like this is what life should be like. Does depression just 'go away' one day? There had to have been something wrong with me on the inside; I refuse to believe that I've been able to force myself into happiness by just looking at everything positively.

I feel like I'm stepping into a new person. Previously, I've been kinda stuck up in a way, I never really acted stuck up to other people, but I feel like it prevented me from enjoying other peoples' company a lot. Now I've been absolutely enjoying everything. It's like I had a near death experience, but I didn't.

Can hormonal changes do something like this? Literally the only thing that correlated with this change was that all my acne pretty much just cleared up on its own. No lifestyle changes, nothing.

It can fade in and out. The important thing is keeping up with the changes that affected you positively and not get discouraged by any setbacks. The worst is probably behind you, but you might have a bad week or so occasionally.

(07-24-2014, 03:05 PM)zaneyard link Wrote: [ -> ]So for some reason I've been having like normal feelings for the past 3 weeks like excitement and happiness. I'm not really sure what happened but this is fucking awesome. I've been absolutely ecstatic to be alive every day even if work is boring or shitty or whatever. Also, (I think this is a result of my mood improvement, as much as that makes any sense) my face has completely cleared of new acne for the last couple weeks. I got one zit a couple days ago but it's healing a lot faster than my acne used to.

Seriously, it feels like this is what life should be like. Does depression just 'go away' one day? There had to have been something wrong with me on the inside; I refuse to believe that I've been able to force myself into happiness by just looking at everything positively.

I feel like I'm stepping into a new person. Previously, I've been kinda stuck up in a way, I never really acted stuck up to other people, but I feel like it prevented me from enjoying other peoples' company a lot. Now I've been absolutely enjoying everything. It's like I had a near death experience, but I didn't.

Can hormonal changes do something like this? Literally the only thing that correlated with this change was that all my acne pretty much just cleared up on its own. No lifestyle changes, nothing.

Could be hormones. Could be getting over the depression 'hump' so to speak. Like surf said, could come and go, but if you can keep a positive outlook, the worst could be behind you.


#nohomo

Thanks guys. I've been getting better at stepping back and looking at what I'm doing with a different perspective. Hopefully that will help me out if I have any more problems with it.

So I registered for Classes this upcoming semester, and it turns out that I have a Pell Grant that entirely covers what I have scheduled for Fall/Winter semesters at College, plus extra for books/lab fees/etc.

(07-30-2014, 11:58 AM)Sogo -{メルメル}- link Wrote: [ -> ]So I registered for Classes this upcoming semester, and it turns out that I have a Pell Grant that entirely covers what I have scheduled for Fall/Winter semesters at College, plus extra for books/lab fees/etc.

the mighty pell grant, getting poor sob's like me through community college

(07-30-2014, 11:58 AM)Sogo -{メルメル}- link Wrote: [ -> ]So I registered for Classes this upcoming semester, and it turns out that I have a Pell Grant that entirely covers what I have scheduled for Fall/Winter semesters at College, plus extra for books/lab fees/etc.

It pays to be poor. I miss getting pell grants. I barely get loans anymore

Fuck yes Tullamore Dew

I'm on a hat now lol

I'm looking forward to datebacon.

:-*

Missed Planetside2 last week to attend a little cookout in the park. Reconnected with a lot of people. When they asked why I hadn't been out in a few months, I said I was learning guitar. For the rest of the day, I had lots of people to talk guitars and/or rock music with. One guy even brought out a tele-strat hybrid he'd been detailing for the last week. I described where I was at with my project guitar, and he said he would bring over his buffing wheel.

For the last week I've been struggling to learn Escape (the Piña Colada Song) by Rupert Holmes. Laugh if you must. That shit is hard.

Got a raise, we got our bonus at work, got a bigass Pell grant for college, and me and the new girl I'm training at work are getting along REALLY great.

Life is good for Sogo.