Be Right Back, Uninstalling

actually,

(05-14-2012, 01:04 PM)Nitrous Oxide link Wrote: [ -> ]Girl I like is back for the first time since the school year started in the fall. She has a boyfriend. Fuck this game.

Just cause there's a goalkeeper doesn't mean you can't score.  Or go play basketball where there's no one to block the net and show the ladies at the court your mad hopz.

(05-14-2012, 07:19 PM)Greatbacon link Wrote: [ -> ][quote author=Nitrous Oxide link=topic=3709.msg245161#msg245161 date=1337018645]
Girl I like is back for the first time since the school year started in the fall. She has a boyfriend. Fuck this game.

Just cause there's a goalkeeper doesn't mean you can't score.  Or go play basketball where there's no one to block the net and show the ladies at the court your mad hopz.
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Or do as my good friend did. Go up to the bf with a beer, and tell him "Hold my beer while I fuck your girlfriend", then actually fuck his girlfriend.

First World Problems; Free WiFi in Newark airport is really slow.

(05-14-2012, 06:33 PM)Vongore link Wrote: [ -> ][quote author=Nitrous Oxide link=topic=3709.msg245161#msg245161 date=1337018645]
Girl I like is back for the first time since the school year started in the fall. She has a boyfriend. Fuck this game.

Doesn't mean she's dead 
[/quote]No, but it does mean that I only get to see her for maybe 2 weeks of the year while she gives not a single fuck about me (her loss).

(05-14-2012, 08:18 PM)«('«) link Wrote: [ -> ]Free WiFi in Newark airport is really slow.

(05-14-2012, 10:30 PM)Azure_Angel link Wrote: [ -> ]I've been slowly slipping into depression for the last 2 weeks or so. It ironically sped up when I realized that I'm a lot like Katniss from the Hunger Games trilogy. The last few days I just stare at the world wondering how many people I could kill before getting caught. This probably doesn't warrant posting in this thread, but I need to vent.

How dare you post that in this thread...

Some poor man had a slow wifi connection!

Have some respect for his loss!

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(05-14-2012, 10:35 PM)Didzo link Wrote: [ -> ][quote author=«(''«) link=topic=3709.msg245186#msg245186 date=1337044717]
Free WiFi in Newark airport is really slow.

(05-14-2012, 10:30 PM)Azure_Angel link Wrote: [ -> ]I've been slowly slipping into depression for the last 2 weeks or so. It ironically sped up when I realized that I'm a lot like Katniss from the Hunger Games trilogy. The last few days I just stare at the world wondering how many people I could kill before getting caught. This probably doesn't warrant posting in this thread, but I need to vent.

How dare you post that in this thread...

Some poor man had a slow wifi connection!

Have some respect for his loss!

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:-\

My clutch a splode.

Sure, crop out the part where I said "First World" and make it seem like I was saying FML my wifi is slow, get fucked Didzo.



Also, Azure, I can feel you there, I've done the same thing before... and upon reflection, perhaps far too often.


Not going to pretend that I'm some sort of mental health genius or prodigy here, but I don't think it's exactly an unhealthy or not normal thing to think about. As humans we have the ability to perform some incredibly shocking, cruel, hateful and evil acts, but (almost all) have the ability to reign that stuff in and not act upon it.

Simply exploring those facets of your imagination and mind isn't something to be ashamed of or shy away from, exercising your brain is not a bad thing, and it shows that you're willing to accept those thoughts and not remain ignorant and sheltered from them. Well rounded is not bad.

(05-14-2012, 10:30 PM)Azure_Angel link Wrote: [ -> ]I've been slowly slipping into depression for the last 2 weeks or so. It ironically sped up when I realized that I'm a lot like Katniss from the Hunger Games trilogy. The last few days I just stare at the world wondering how many people I could kill before getting caught. This probably doesn't warrant posting in this thread, but I need to vent.

Pariah, take note- the proper way to complain about depression; a little bit of context, not "I HAVE A SAD."  Note; she will probably not post about it every day now. 

That being said, <directed at the world in general> if you're feeling depressed as shit, lamenting to this board will probably not improve your situation, but if you truly need someone to sound off to, we're here.  But you'd better be prepared to spill the beans so that by talking through the situation with random internet board you actually talk it through with yourself.  Sometimes typing out the specifics is all you need to detach and gain some perspective, but I feel I'm getting into other people's lane here.  So, in closing, if you're sad, quit being fucking sad and be awesome instead, and if you want to talk through it, the board is here. 

(05-14-2012, 11:39 PM)LT Crow link Wrote: [ -> ][quote author=Azure_Angel link=topic=3709.msg245193#msg245193 date=1337052637]
I've been slowly slipping into depression for the last 2 weeks or so. It ironically sped up when I realized that I'm a lot like Katniss from the Hunger Games trilogy. The last few days I just stare at the world wondering how many people I could kill before getting caught. This probably doesn't warrant posting in this thread, but I need to vent.

Pariah, take note- the proper way to complain about depression; a little bit of context, not "I HAVE A SAD."  Note; she will probably not post about it every day now. 

That being said, <directed at the world in general> if you're feeling depressed as shit, lamenting to this board will probably not improve your situation, but if you truly need someone to sound off to, we're here.  But you'd better be prepared to spill the beans so that by talking through the situation with random internet board you actually talk it through with yourself.  Sometimes typing out the specifics is all you need to detach and gain some perspective, but I feel I'm getting into other people's lane here.  So, in closing, if you're sad, quit being fucking sad and be awesome instead, and if you want to talk through it, the board is here. 

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I like you. When I snap and go on a murder spree, you won't die cause I don't know where you live.

Sorta FML, sorta not. (and to follow the depression trend right now)

So for the past few months I have been having fatigue that was almost matching my tiredness when I was in "recovery" from mono. Luckily I wasn't missing any classes, but I was almost unable to get any work done for a period of a few weeks. On top of this, I had some really bad depression symptoms that were starting to get out of hand and it was only making me more willing to avoid work and sleep.

Fast forward a month or so and we finally get bloodwork done (I don't pass out this time luckily ) and it turns out I got me a Vitamin D deficiency which is known to result in a lot of my problems such at fatigue and depression.

So luckily those problems are sorta solved (I'm on 2000 IU per day and getting rechecked in 2 months) although I wish my symptoms would improve a little faster before finals in 2 weeks.

(05-14-2012, 11:29 PM)«('«) link Wrote: [ -> ]Sure, crop out the part where I said "First World" and make it seem like I was saying FML my wifi is slow, get fucked Didzo.

I didn't do it with malicious intent. And some fucking might be a welcome change of pace.

:-*

I think we have agreed that FMLs of all sizes here are welcome, so that's what I was trying to get across in my backward way.

FML Thread sponsored movie night?

God Bless America Trailer

(05-14-2012, 11:50 PM)Azure_Angel link Wrote: [ -> ][quote author=LT Crow link=topic=3709.msg245206#msg245206 date=1337056792]
[quote author=Azure_Angel link=topic=3709.msg245193#msg245193 date=1337052637]
I've been slowly slipping into depression for the last 2 weeks or so. It ironically sped up when I realized that I'm a lot like Katniss from the Hunger Games trilogy. The last few days I just stare at the world wondering how many people I could kill before getting caught. This probably doesn't warrant posting in this thread, but I need to vent.

Pariah, take note- the proper way to complain about depression; a little bit of context, not "I HAVE A SAD."  Note; she will probably not post about it every day now. 

That being said, <directed at the world in general> if you're feeling depressed as shit, lamenting to this board will probably not improve your situation, but if you truly need someone to sound off to, we're here.  But you'd better be prepared to spill the beans so that by talking through the situation with random internet board you actually talk it through with yourself.  Sometimes typing out the specifics is all you need to detach and gain some perspective, but I feel I'm getting into other people's lane here.  So, in closing, if you're sad, quit being fucking sad and be awesome instead, and if you want to talk through it, the board is here. 

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I like you. When I snap and go on a murder spree, you won't die cause I don't know where you live.
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I'm so relieved. 

I tell you what, I'll give you my address if you promise to come after me first; it's been over half a year since the last time someone tried to kill me specifically and I kinda miss the personal attention.

(05-14-2012, 11:29 PM)«('«) link Wrote: [ -> ]Sure, crop out the part where I said "First World" and make it seem like I was saying FML my wifi is slow, get fucked Didzo.



Also, Azure, I can feel you there, I've done the same thing before... and upon reflection, perhaps far too often.


Not going to pretend that I'm some sort of mental health genius or prodigy here, but I don't think it's exactly an unhealthy or not normal thing to think about. As humans we have the ability to perform some incredibly shocking, cruel, hateful and evil acts, but (almost all) have the ability to reign that stuff in and not act upon it.

Simply exploring those facets of your imagination and mind isn't something to be ashamed of or shy away from, exercising your brain is not a bad thing, and it shows that you're willing to accept those thoughts and not remain ignorant and sheltered from them. Well rounded is not bad.

The Struggle

(05-14-2012, 10:30 PM)Azure_Angel link Wrote: [ -> ]I've been slowly slipping into depression for the last 2 weeks or so. It ironically sped up when I realized that I'm a lot like Katniss from the Hunger Games trilogy. The last few days I just stare at the world wondering how many people I could kill before getting caught. This probably doesn't warrant posting in this thread, but I need to vent.

Well, if this is legit depression (pill here depression), I can't help you, there are professionals for that. If this is, I'm lonely, bored, my life isn't going anywhere kind of depression, I can give you some advice.

Set yourself a few goals. You need at least one short term and one long term goal. For me my short term goal was to continue gaining strength with my lifting. It's part of a long term goal to reach my ideal body. Also, another one of my goals was to keep applying for work. I need a job/career to function.

I would highly recommend some sort of physical activity to help you. For me, seeing the amount of weight I add on each side of the bar increase helped me tremendously. Maybe you're a stereotypical girl and you think that one night you're going to accidentally touch a barbell and suddenly you'll have arms bigger than Arnie. That doesn't really happen but I'm not going to try to argue with you in this situation. Running is a great way to see progression as well. You'll start feeling less shitty when you walk up stairs (this part is implying you don't run already), you'll start being able to run farther. Whatever you do, it's the simple aspect that you need to push yourself to do what you don't think you can do. It just gives you something to look forward to when you don't think you have anything.
Masturbation also helps.

Fucking Black Mesa this morning. Was able to escape in time for lunch.

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(05-15-2012, 11:56 AM)HeK link Wrote: [ -> ]Fucking Black Mesa this morning. Was able to escape in time for lunch.

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Misunderstood, thought you meant the Black Mesa mod for HL2 that's being developed. Went to their website, giddy as a schoolgirl, only to find out that they're still not done yet.  :'(

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Fucking Black Mesa this morning. Was able to escape in time for lunch.

Sent from my Galaxy Nexus using Tapatalk 2

Misunderstood, thought you meant the Black Mesa mod for HL2 that's being developed. Went to their website, giddy as a schoolgirl, only to find out that they're still not done yet.  :'(
[/quote]They just had an interview on RPS  not too long ago. http://www.rockpapershotgun.com/2012/05/...ce-part-1/